THE LONGEST NIGHT-- HAPPY WINTER SOLSTICE

Well, Let me say that my Transformations have just not stopped,, and it is feeling good again. Since my return to Charlotte from my 'soul retrieval' at the Nemeton, I have been doing some major INNER transformations, and EXTERNAL transformations also. If I could put a finger on the point things started to turn, (where you could go back and read the blogs) I would have to go back to when SUNYATA sent me the private email that had the HOPI ELDERS OF ORAIBI saying that "The Hour Is NOW". And learn to Banish the word Struggle from your vocabulary. The Blog I wrote about it is called Another Way. This singular email started something internally that has snowballed into the great feeling I have today. The one sentence that summed it all up for me was: LET GO OF THE SHORE. I did. Thank you Sunyata. I hope soon to be in a place where I can be of service, ready for the hour which is Now. I am moving towards MySELF who is in The Future, and it is good. It is ALL GOOD.

Right after that email I had my Pagan Yard Sale and was totally floored by my community which came together to help me out in my hour of need. I would not be here in my home today if that had not happened. I had my faith in community restored from Point Zero, up many rungs of the ladder, they are an awesome group of friends. Prior to that Our Dear “Fox” beloved of Mother Rain Owl died, and the community was there and at his memorial James my new roommate mentioned that he would like to move in if I was still looking for a roomie….. hell yes!! Saint Fox was working his magick from the other sidhe. And still is felt often today by many of our group. After the Pagan Yard Sale, I found Njyh who will be my second roommate the 1^st of January, he also is pagan, and straight,, so two straight men and a queer,,, all pagan household… looking good so far….

Soon afterwards I started reading W.B. Yeats, which has affected me tremendously, he was an able Magickian and great poet.. I have kept reading the Sri Aurobindo poem Savitri which I blogged about a few times also,, it is awesome and really has changed my soul. Then my good dear friends White Crow and Ol Buzzard come and take me to their home for the most TRANSFORMATIONAL time of my life. The experience has been reverberating since I returned home. I have spent the remaining days til today working on myself INWARDLY. Slowly turning the screws on loose cogs and wheels of my life, it has been an amazing couple of weeks.

Then James’ jeep broke down, I went and picked him up in SC and we took two days getting the car back here to the house,, not sure why, it is DEAD. So we are sharing my car,, (Please HOLD OUT for me Bessy!!) and somedays I take him to work others I just let him drive. The morning that I found Crystal, the golden retriever would not have happened if this sequence of events had not transpired. Something worked out, even though it felt not so good at the time, and I was in the right place at the right time. Crystal may have been hit by a car, or lost and not returned to her owner if I had not been there that Early morning. Crystal evidently worked her magic for me, calling all the Veterinary Clinics gave me the opportunity to ask if they had any positions available, I am skilled, over 20 years in the veterinary field. It worked, the one clinic that had an opening, happened to be the clinic that her daddy took her too, and Crystal was returned to her owner. Tomorrow, the first full day of winter, I start my New Job!!,, It is only part time to begin with but he actually is going to pay me better than average for a tech to start so I can’t complain.

All day today, I did my Winter Solstice rituals that I usually do, and then some. It was an awesome day to reflect, drawn the energy in and know that I am getting back on track. Small steps but I again feel that I DO CREATE MY OWN REALITY. And THE UNIVERSE I am entering looks a heck of a lot better than this most recent past one… So I am ready to roar again…..

So again, back to the TIPPING POINT, I can’t say for sure, but I am almost positive that SUNYATA sent the email at the time I needed it most. It affected me in ways that I can’t explain, it still is affecting my actions today, because LETTING GO OF THE SHORE

Sometimes has to be repeated over and over until we can Ride the Current with more ease, down to the destination, which Is the FUTURE.

THE PICTURE WAS WINTER SOLSTICE LAST YEAR ,, my Spiral labyrinth!