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I don't really know exactly how many of you read the post I had up before asking for help. I did it in a way that bothered me so I took it down. I am not good at asking for help, usually I am the one out there giving it. Today, I am all given out......
But at the same time I recinding my request for help.
The above paragraph is all I am leaving up of what was another post,, along the same lines... I told myself that I would take the first persons reaction to it as my Omen /Sign of , if I should leave it up.
The sign says it all. Zero. So, I am not sure when i will write again, for now, I will be quiet and reflective about all that is happening to me at this time. Today is one of the lowest points of my life, You would think that knowing I created it all would make all the difference,,, and it does.
Only I am responsible for me, and to ask strangers// and blogging friends to do more, was out of line. I apologize profusely.
9 comments:
I'm sorry Scott. I hope things get beter for you. I'm thinking of you.
Out of line my BUTT!
There is no harm in asking whatsoever.
Its not like you are asking for someone's first born, a blood sample, a room in our homes (ask me about the room in April - LOL! thats when one of my tenants is leaving LOL!)... you asked for a few bucks.
Instability does create fear and a sense of loss, however it also provides mystery.
Mystery!
Silly man! I read it and thought hard about it and bought a Mega Millions ticket in your honor. You almost were a gazillionairre, but as usual no numbers matched. Arghh! I have no money karma at all. Sending peace and love and hug dollars though...
ZERO ....
hmmmmm, the fool of the Tarot card?
Find the white biting dog!
Peace and blessings!
Lil Sparrow
P.S. > just got your e-mail from Tuesday ...took work off Wednesday ... so didn't get e-mail until now. reading through e-mail today.
Thank you once again.
Thank you everyone, As soon as I can think straight (pun intended) I wil be pushin this post down the line. Possibly witl delete it, but can't make up my mind on anything today,,
Thanks again, your thoughts are well recieved and healing to me.
""Instability does create fear and a sense of loss, however it also provides mystery. Mystery!"" Little Sparrow,, I like that, the Great Mystery works mysteriously in our lives!! and the little doggie at the heels of this Fool... well noted. Thanks for everything,,
Kate, a special thanks, said the right thing at the right time FOR ME, thanks it means more than you will ever know.
Sandra, money karma,, funny, I have none either.... seriously funny.. lol
Sunyata, I think my problem has been that i HAVE NOT released it to the Univerese. So, here goes a more sincere effort....... arrrggghhh....
tough for me for some reason...????? thanks for comment, not exactly sure it was a wise action as much as one of desperation. BUt now I am being more upfront with myself.. so something good has to come of it??????
A great, humble man can ask for help with no thought of pride or shame. Be not afraid to ask for help! That's what we are here for! After all, the worst that can happen is for someone to say "no"... and after all is said and done, how bad is that really?
Thinking of you, my dear Scott. Just remember that all the universe conspires to help you realize your dreams.
Didn't see your original post, but there's a huge (ugly of course) shopping center opening up near my house that promises to need many intelligent individuals for employment. Wegeman's, I hear, is a union shop, and it is an "anchor" store.
You would, of course, have to relocate from the sunny South to the armpit of America ("Woke up this mornin', got yourself a gun...")
In any case, don't ever be afraid to ask the World Wide Web for anything! Who knows who reads what you write??? Maybe a bored god!
I didn't read your original post, but I think asking for help is a very healthy and spiritual thing.
We do not live on an island Scott, we are human, with human needs. I asked for help and I recieved it, and still receiving it. Heck, you even helped me. We all need different types of help ... you can bet your sweet ass .. I am going to share with you.
If you don't open the door, no one will come in. I am in your circle of friends, and honored to be here ... !
Much love and be well ...
I didn't read your post but I agree, don't be afraid to ask for things. You never know who might help. All I can offer you is a wish for better times. I will light a candle for you that life may bring you all that you need to be happy
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