Mass ejections

sorry I am writing such a downer post,, but this is where I am today.
I don't know about everyone else, but I am very sensitive to electomagnetic energy, and with the sun lately spitting out vast gobs of it I am in overwhelm. Coronal Mass Ejections (CME) are causing a tickling of the Earth's magnetic field, and I really don't care if you believe it or not, but it affects some people. With all the microwave and electrical/magnetic Trash floating in the air, we are awash in rays of every sort, and the Sun can produce the most powerful burst. We are supposed to be in what is the decline of a Maxiumun, nearing the minimum,, but it looks more like 1991 or so in regards to the activity lately. The sun has spit at least 7 huge ejections out in over the past week, and it doesn't look like it is slowing down. Plus, with the Full Harvest Moon upon us, for those who are seasonally aware, it is Another type of Energy to deal with on top of the Sun showing us its might. I can tell by how 'spacey' and down right jittery I am at the present.
I know that a good majority of it is just LIFE, and all the ''wonderful'' things that have been happening to me lately,,,, Like being flat broke, no real 'job' , subsisting on my booksells on the internet, likely to loose the home if something doesn't happen soon, and the Roommate, she just gave me a very short notice of two weeks saying she was moving in with a Lesbian girlfriend at the end of the month.... So,,, will be having to find a roommate again As FAST AS POSSIBLE,,, like yesterday. I wrote two many checks and made a mistake in calculating ,,, thus thought I had the Mortgage money,,, NOT,,, so will have to pay a bank fee, and late fee for the mortgage. Paid all the bills that I possibly could and have left myself with ZERO literally. Thank god I bought a 'survival supply'' of food for the animals,, which should last maybe two more weeks. I have a Half a tank of gas,, No real good prospects for a nearby job,, and I am looking for ANYTHING!! What gives,, I have a great work record???
The house needs a ton of work, there are at least three trees that I need to take down as they died this past summer with so Elm disease. I want to rip up ALL the carpet in the house, because of the years of animals on this aging carpet is way to smelly even for me... Not that my house stinks,, but it is noticable,,
so,, I have been knocked for a loop,, then some.

I have painted myself in a very bad spot, and looking around there are not to many places to jump to and alleviate my duress. And I don't really have anyone I can ask help of either, so, it is sink or swim and I am dogpaddling as fast as I can to keep the nose above water.
Opps, just went under again....
Normally I do not have such a negative outlook, and this is what bothers me so much/ the length of this visit to Negative energy land.
Most of the time, I am the one telling everyone ,,, create your own reality.. well ,, I know I created this, and wonder wtf!!!!!
this is not like me at all. so,,, using all of the energy I have left......................................

.......I call upon the Universe to aid me.